The Talk

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 10:47 am

It was the day after Nailah's nightmare, and Samantha finally decided it was time to talk to the sphinx. She knocked on Nailah's bedroom door.

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:11 am

Nailah was sitting at her desk, scribbling or sketching something in her notebook.

"Yeah?" she looks up and at the door. "Come in."

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:12 am

Samantha opened the door, but closed it behind once she was inside.

"Hey, have some time to talk?"

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:14 am

"Yeah, sure..." she says, though she's not sure if she likes the tone in Sam's voice.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:19 am

"Look I... I don't want to be nosy here, but... it's kind of hard not to notice."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:27 am

"It's not like I've been trying to hide it or anything. But yeah it's... I don't really know what it is." she admits.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:30 am

"Look, Becca is... she's a really good friend to me."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:32 am

"You think I don't know that?"

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:53 am

"Sorry, this isn't easy to talk about..."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:56 am

"Tell me about it." she smiles faintly.

"For what it's worth, I like her. A lot. The last thing I want is to hurt her..."

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:04 pm

"That's good to hear from you."

"The weird thing is, I kind of feel... I don't know, jealous?"

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:06 pm

"Oh you have got to be kidding me..." She doesn't sound angry or annoyed, but come on!

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:09 pm

"What? I didn't say it made sense or anything!"

"It's just that... I don't know. I know I'm really protective of her, because she takes everything so hard, and I guess I always thought that I'd be the one here helping her through stuff but it's... different now."

"I'm probably not explaining it right."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:15 pm

"No... I think I know what you mean. Sometimes it's like... you just wanna hug her and make the rest of the world go away. But it's not like this means she won't need you anymore, right?"

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:17 pm

"I guess not, and it's not like I want to... well, you know."

"But still, you two have something special between you now, and I'm not trying to read your minds or anything but strong feelings are hard not to pick up on sometimes. So I sense it, and it's something between you that I just don't have with her and... I guess that's what I'm jealous of."

She was blushing by the end.

"And not er.... yeah."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:32 pm

"Right... well..." she mumbles, not really sure what to say to that. On one hand she feels kind of 'found out' on the other it feels good to have it 'pointed out' like that?

"I mean I dunno... it seems like it wouldn't be like that if we didn't... you know. Not that there's much going on or anything!" she adds quickly.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:34 pm

"I'm... I'm not saying it's wrong if you were!"

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:39 pm

"I know, I know! It's just still kinda weird to think about? I mean it's not like I have much of a clue what the heck there..." she mumbles.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:40 pm

"And I mean, part of me now wonders if you wanted to er... with me... but... that's really not helpful, is it?"

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:42 pm

"I don't know... I thought I did, but... It was all pretty confusing..." she says, obviously feeling a little awkward talking about that in particular.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:44 pm

"And I mean, it's not like I've... I mean, with anyone."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:54 pm

"Right... And I mean it's not like that's all of it! I never really thought too much about that. "

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 12:58 pm

"I... I know that's not all of it, or even like the biggest thing between you two. Like I said, I can kind of tell."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 1:04 pm

"Right. Well... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you jealous or anything..."

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 1:06 pm

"It's... it's okay. I mean, it's not like it's rational or anything but..."

"Well, last night really reminded me of it."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 2:48 pm

"Yeah it's... I didn't mean to push you away or anything. Did... did you really see the whole thing?"

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 4:49 pm

"I don't know if I did or not but I saw... a lot."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 4:52 pm

"Sorry about that..." she frowns a little.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 4:53 pm

"You... you said sometimes these come true?"

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 4:57 pm

She nods weakly.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 4:58 pm

"This... this one won't," she said, though she seemed to be convincing herself mostly.

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:02 pm

"Of course not! We're gonna, like, do something differently and then it won't."

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:04 pm

"Yeah! Because... because otherwise it ends in a really awful way."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:11 pm

"Yeah... but it won't. Not gonna let..." she kinda trails off, not wanting to put it into words.

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:11 pm

She nodded solemnly. "...aye."

"You... you were totally flying, though."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:14 pm

"Y-yeah, I totally was." she grins weakly. "We were all pretty awesome."

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:17 pm

"So... maybe being awesome plus knowing what might happen means we can stop it?"

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:18 pm

"Sure. We just gotta not be there, right?"

by **Samantha McManus** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:20 pm

"But... maybe we need to be there so those Sentinels don't hurt anyone."

by **Nailah** » Sat Oct 01, 2011 5:23 pm

"But... but... I mean..." she tries to come up with an objection that doesn't make her sound like a selfish coward.

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